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Name: Caitlin
Location: Jungle, Maryland, United States
Birthday: 12/26/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: I <3 Anime. Of course music ahh I could not live without it. I love going to local shows in the city Ashes Remain baby I shall forever be a fan. Can't forget Seventh Seal : D I love going to raves even though I have only been once but I know there shall be many more. Spinning around and around. Books ahh I love to read. I love the movie White Oleander I have seen it so many times the best movie ever! I love old movies and love forgein movies ahh the best ever. I also love horror movies, I love to be scared. I love this movie "Vampire Effect" it's a vampire movie made in Japan dubbed into english so awesome! I love to watch Lion King I know almost every line and I love to sing it. Ohh and I absolutly love it when guys play with my hair total weekness... um thats? <3
Expertise: Writing, Role Playing, kids, layouts, ect.. <3
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality


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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Currently Listening
Promises for the Imperfect
By Number One Gun
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It happens...

 Pretending to be happy is draining..

 I'm stressed.
 Frustrated.
 Unhappy.
 Crazy....

 Help?


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Currently Listening
When Everything Falls
By Haste the Day
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Heh...

So work is awesome I LOVE it.

 and so is life... the end.

 Oh and some conversations cause I'm lame..... I am xCreamOfSocietyx and Cait- My secret is fatally gorgeous (I'd die for you)

xCreamOfSocietyx: Cait- My secret is fatally gorgeous (I'd die for you).. says:
I wish I had your job.. I hate being awake during the day.
Black And White(Dan) says:
lol... come get  a job there then 
Cait- My secret is fatally gorgeous (I'd die for you).. says:
Boy wouldn't that be a commute.
Black And White(Dan) says:
lol yeah..
Black And White(Dan) says:
You'd just have to live up here 
Cait- My secret is fatally gorgeous (I'd die for you).. says:
lol then you'd see me like all the damn time
Black And White(Dan) says:
It'd be awsome ;p
Black And White(Dan) says:
but you'd be away from all your friends so you'd hate it
Cait- My secret is fatally gorgeous (I'd die for you).. says:
 I'll take sammi with she can be our pet
Black And White(Dan) says:
Ok
Black And White(Dan) says:
Deal
xnocomentox: haha!!!
xnocomentox: *purrs*
xCreamOfSocietyx: *pets*
xnocomentox: haha. I like this plan
xCreamOfSocietyx: lol me too
xnocomentox:


xnocomentox: I don't know. We could maybe invent another medication. One to make him disgusted by meat?
xCreamOfSocietyx: yes from the makers of "guys are jerks take this pill" comes "meat sucks take this pill"
xCreamOfSocietyx: :P
xnocomentox: yess :}
xnocomentox: We will be awesome because we will fix guys And save the animals and the environment. :}
xCreamOfSocietyx: They will worship us!!!
xnocomentox: yes :}
xCreamOfSocietyx: and write books that people read and follow what we say.
xnocomentox: yeah. They will all obey us.
xCreamOfSocietyx: Sin number one "Socks with sandals"
xnocomentox: haha
xnocomentox: and skirts so short that they cover nothing.. :l
xCreamOfSocietyx: yes and mullets
xnocomentox: And TyPiNg LyKe ThIs!
xCreamOfSocietyx: yes!!!
xCreamOfSocietyx: and nose studs
xnocomentox: ha :}
xnocomentox: and wearing fur..
xCreamOfSocietyx: Oh of course
xCreamOfSocietyx: and polo shirts
xnocomentox: :}
xnocomentox: Im running out. heh.
xCreamOfSocietyx:  I could go on for hours
xnocomentox: haha.
xnocomentox: I probably could if I lived somewhere where not everyone dressed exactly the same :/
xnocomentox: Oh. That's a sin too.

 I love my Sammi and miss her too...<3 and we're amazing.


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Currently Listening
Black Sails in the Sunset
By AFI
Porphyria Cutanea Tarda
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*Stolen from Derek*

* So Basically... *
Name?: Caitlin
Age?: 19
Sex?: Female
Birth Date?: December 26th, 1987
Hair Color?: Dyed brown but really dirty blonde
Eye Color?: Green
Height?: 5"6ish
Weight?: Too much
Body Type?: Chubby but cute :P
Piercings?: Eyebrow, 2 6 gauged holes, four regular, and one hoop cartiledge.
Tattoos?: none yet.. planning one now
What are you wearing right now?: Black baggy pants with chains and stuff, black Underoath shirt, and a Corpse Bride hoodie.
Hair style at the moment?: Curly and in a clip

* Favorites *
Soda?: Diet. Dr.Pepper
Food?: Pizza
Drink?: Any kind of Kool-aid
Alcoholic Drink?: None
Time of day?: Sunrise
Season?: Fall
Day of the week?: Friday I guess.
Song at the moment?: Emery- PonyTail Parade
Band/Artist?: Within Temptation
Book?: Vampire Kisses the first one
Subject in school?: English
Place in the USA?: Alaska
Place outside the USA?: New Zealand
Color?: Purple
Style of clothes?: Comfy and black : P
Store?: Record and Tape Traders
Mall?: Annapolis mall
City?: Baltimore I guess
Website?: WBS.... one there ALL the time.
Magazine?: Uhh Guitar World
Kind of pet?: Kittie!!

* Worst *
Place to be?: School
Class in school?: Math
Time of dayr?: Morning
Season?: Summer
Kind of pet?: Oh wow .... snake
Drink?: Tea
Food?: Mushrooms
Mall?: Our mall I guess
Store?: Hunting store
Style of clothes?: Tight preppy skank wear
Celebrity?: Brad Pitt... ew
Color?: Yellow
Book?: Midnight Harvest
Type of music?: Country
Website?: Uhhhhh those damn ad ones grrr
Magazine?: Teen People?.. I dunno.

* Daily Life *
When do you get up?: Late.
What is your first thought?: I wann stay in bed.
What do you do first?: Computer
What's your usual outfit?: Black hoodie, some random black band or anime t-shirt, jeans, socks, and converse. So casual :P
What's the first class of the day?: A none.
When does school end?: Don't go
Do you see your friends?: Not daily.. I wish that'd be cool.
What do you do when you get home?: Eat a little snack, get on the computer write role play or play Lineage 2 with anime or some movie in the backround... sometimes just music.
What time do you go to bed?: anywhere from 2 to 6\

* Do you...*:
Brush your teeth daily?: Yes
Brush your hair daily?: Yes
Shower daily?: Yep
Sing?: Yup *am now*
Dance?: Yesum
Party?: Not really
Get drunk?: Never
Have sex?: I'm not a virgin but I do not have sex.
Read books?: YES!
Listening to music a lot?: Oh god yes.. and its "Listen to a lot of music." Because "Do you listening to music a lot." Makes no sense.
Read magazines?: Sometimes
Go online a lot?: Every day.
Stay on AIM all day even with an away message?: omg yes :P
Have a religion?: I guess
Have an IPod?: Yes
Want an IPod?: I have one so no : P
Have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?: Yuh
Play an instrument?: Nope
Get sick a lot?: Nope
Watch TV?: Kinda
Like MTV?: Not really
Like VH1?: Not really
Like the History Channel?: Not really
Have Digital Cable?: Yes
Have more than 500 channels on your TV?: Yes
Listen to the radio?: Sometimes
Still use your CD player?: No it broke I use my puter
Stalk people?: Yes
Have more than 200 buddies on your Buddy List?: Nope
Have dial-up internet?: Nope
Have AOL?: Nope
Know HTML?: Kinda
Have a GPA higher than 3.9?: HA! No
Get H's in honors classes?: Nooo.. Whats "H"?

* Music *
Do you listen to Rap?: If my mom is listening to it then yes.
R & B?: Again if my mom is I do.
Blues and/or Jazz?: No.
Classical?: Nooope
Pop?: Not anymore
Country?: No no no no no.
Emo/Scremo?: Screamo yes
Heavy Metal?: Hells yes!
Christian?: Demon Hunter is christain so yes and so is Underoath, Emery, Haste The Day, He Is Legend, and some other good metal/screamo bands/
Techno?: YES!!!!! <3
Reggae?: A bit.
Broadway Musical songs?: Greese?
Oldies?: Yuh

* In A Boyfriend/Girlfriend *
Hair color?: Dark
Eye color?: Green or blue
Tattoos?: Yes!.
Piercings?: Yumm
Favorite Music?: Simaler to mine and open minded to new stuff
Style of clothing?: Metal head/goth or casual comfy.
Body Type?: Deff not skrawny. But everything is good.
Personality or Looks?: Personality (and tsk tsk Derek : P)
Would you go out with someone just for their money?: Nope.
Do you go on "Pity Dates"?: Nooo
Does size matter?: Nope
Do they have to be popular?: Ewww the opposite please.
Does the guy ask the girl or the other way around?: Either way whatever.. I'm shy so I'd prefur they do it.
Where do you go on the first date?: Usually a movie.
Kiss on the first date?: If I feel something and they go for it then yes.
Sex on the first date?: Noooope.

* Right Now *
Do you think you look good right now?: HA! No.
Are you eating something?: Nope
Are you drinking something?: Nope
Are you IMing anyone?: Yesss. Dan and Kenny.
Are you talking on the phone with someone?: Nope *I wish*
Are you talking face to face with someone?: Nope
Is anyone at your house who doesn't live there?: Nope
What song are you listening to?: A Perfect Circle- Counting Bodies Like Sheep to the Rhythm of the War Drums.
What are you watching on TV?: About to watch V For Vendetta
What other websites do you have open?: Xanga and WBS.
Why are you taking this survey?: Bored.
Where are you going to post it?: Xanga
What are you going to do after this?: Post it and clean the kitchen

* What do you Believe? *
Do you believe in ghosts?: Sometimes.
The afterlife?: Yuh
Aliens?: Nooo
God?: Absolutely.
The devil?: Unfortunately.
Heaven?: Yep.
Hell?: Unfortunately.
Scientology?: No
Hinduism?: No
Buddhism?: No
Christianity?: I believe in Christians
Taoism?: No
Judism?: Yes.. Christianity was built from Judism after all.
Jesus?: Indeed.
Nothing?: No
Reincarnation?: No
Yourself?: Sometimes

* Randoms *
Have you been on an airplane before?: Yep I was like 3 though.
Where were you going?: Kansas from Alaska
Have you been to another country?: Nope
Have you ever went to another country with your friends?: Nope
Have you ever partied in another country?: Nope
Have you ever went on a roadtrip with your friends?: Not yet but I will.
Ever stayed online more than 10 hours straight?: Yep.
Pretended to like someone just to get popular?: I was never popular and I would never do that anyway.
Talked about someone behind their back?: Eh not really.
Had someone talk about you behind your back?: Yeah..
Been in a fight online?: Verbal yes.. :P
Been in a fight face to face?: I was beat up a lot? But I never hit back.
Gotten yourself involved in a fight that wasn't about you?: Noo
Been to Australia?: No
Do you like snakes?: .. ew
Ever cried to get your own way?: Probablly
Ever broken a bone?: My pinky
Ever had to stay in the hospital for more than a week?: Yes when I was born.
Ever had serious surgery?: I had a whole in the roof of my mouth fixed.
Ever bought clothes at Walmart?: Yes my jeans are from there.
Ever gotten clothes from the Salvation Army?: I think so... I remember my mom bringing home ugly clothes in brown paper bags and making us wear them even though we hated it. Could be from there we were poor.
Ever paid more than 100 dollars for a pair of jeans?: Oh god no
Ever been on stage for any reason?: Yup plays in elementary school
Ever been in a play?: Yep
Ever been in a choir?: Yep
Ever been in a band?: Nope
Do you play, or used to play, an instrument?: Nope
Gotten a Brazilian Bikini Wax?: Noooo
Waxed your eyebrows?: Once
Waxed your legs?: Noo
Cut yourself shaving?: Yes... many times
Have you ever died?: No?
Was this survey an good at all?: uhhh english please?
What time is it right now?: 6:33am : P


Monday, February 12, 2007

Currently Listening
Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
By My Chemical Romance
Cemetery Drive
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So I just got back from job hunting. I called two places had a set interveiw for one at a day care and the other was an animal shelter and that one said they were going to call. I never did get that call *frowns*. I think the day care one went well. I got a lot of big smiles and excited "reallys?". She said she'd call this week after looking at the rest of the applications and call. I applyed at a homeschool store and decided that was enough for today.

A friend of mine is going to help me get my liscene and what not. Drive me around show me stuff and  take me there and what not.

Almost done with the high school diploma stuff. Glad to be getting my stuff together.

Right now I'm grounded. To put the shocked questions to rest.. yes grounded at 19. For being late for curfew yes I have a curfew at 19. It happens *shrugs*. So I'll be online in my room alone for v-day. My date for the night will be Snuggly Foot the bear or for short just bear and we shall watch a movie and eat chips. He will groan about seeing White Oleander thirty times allready and I'll stuff him in my shirt to quiet him :P

I will also miss a show I've been dying to see. I guess I shall not be 30 thirty minutes late and don't call anymore :(

So my spit tastes like acid... like if acid spit exsisted I would have that. And spit on mean people and laugh at them burning. Not sure why... I should test this thery and spit on someone... :P

So the end of a "real" update I shall go nap maybe.


Sunday, February 04, 2007

Currently Listening
The Crash of 47
By Atomship
Day of Daze
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Stolen from Megie <3

WOULD YOU RATHER..

1) pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue
2) be serious or be funny? funny
3) drink whole or skim milk? whole


ARE YOU..

4) simple or complicated? complicated

DO YOU PREFER..

5) flowers or angels? flowers
6) grey or gray? grey
7) color or black & white photos? black and white
8) lust or love? LOVE!!
9) sunrise or sunset? Sunrise after staying up all night (AGREED!)
10) M&Ms or Skittles? m&m's I hate how chesy skittles are
11) rap or rock? rock
12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
13) TV or radio? TV poo on radio
15) eating apples or oranges? apples... oranges are complicated and messy

 

DO YOU PREFER..

18) being hot or cold? cold... easier to get comfortable
19) tall members of the opposite sex? eh I guess so.
20) sun or moon? moon
21) emeralds or rubies? emeralds
22) left or right? left
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? one best friend
24) sun or rain? RAIN!! <3
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
26) boys or girls? boys.. girls are super annoying... usually
27) green beans or carrots? ewwwwwww neither
28) low fat or fat free? low fat I need to loose weight but I'm not THAT desperate

MISCELLANEOUS..

29) What is your biggest fear in the world? drowning
30) kids or no kids? kids!! <3 them
31) Cat or dog? cat
32) Half empty or half full? half empty
33) Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup you can eat more with it :P
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? soft I guess easier to read... and not as painfull when you roll on them when falling asleep reading :P
35) Newspaper or magazine? newspaper.. they have comics.. :D
36) Sandals or sneakers? eww sneakers
37) Wonder or amazement? amazement.. sounds cooler.. "and I was stuck with amazement.." oh yeah bizitches.. :P
38) Red car or white car? red car
39) Happy & poor or sad & rich? Happy and poor.. though if your sad and rich who says you can't just fix what ever is making you sad? :P
40) Singing or dancing? dancing
41) Hugging or kissing? kissing
43) Happy or sad? happy
45) Blondes or brunettes? brunettes

ABOUT YOU..

Full name? Caitlin Marie *bleep* hehe
Nicknames: Caity, Caity Bear, Bear, Cait, Turdface, and Luv.
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? Umm none. But I was 19
Date that you regularly blow them out? between Dec 27 and January 1st (my birthday is dec 26 but who wants to make a cake then :P)
Pets? have none and want them
Height? 5" 7ish
Eye color? green
Hair color? brownish redish purple :P
Piercing(s)? two 6 gauged, four regular, one cartiledge, and one eyebrow.

WHAT DO YOU WANT..

Where do you want to live? Ummm here?
How many kids do you want? 3 or 4
What kind of job do you want? day care teacher
Do you want to get married? yup yup

WHICH IS BETTER..

2 doors or 4 (on a car)?  2 I want a truck :D
Coffee or ice cream? ice cream.. duh
Shampoo or conditioner? both... who would just use conditioner?.. :P
Bridges or tunnels? tunnels
One pillow or two? two

FAVORITES..

Salad dressing? ranch
Color of socks? white
Toothpaste? The minty kind with the breath strips... you know : P
Food? Pizzzaaaaa
Alcoholic drink? uhh eww
Non-alcoholic drink? Diet Dr. Pepper

WHAT DID YOU DO..

1 MINUTE AGO: sang to myself : P
1 DAY AGO: hung with COLEY!!!
1 WEEK AGO: uhhhh ate?
1 YEAR AGO: planned my Valentines day date with Gina and Ash!! <3

I HURT: everyone eventually
I LOVE: everyone
I HATE: myself
I FEAR: deep water
I HOPE: for the future
I FEEL: to much
I LISTEN: to all music
I HIDE: my thoughts
I MISS: my friends
I LEARNED: a lot
I WAIT: for a car : P
I NEED: you
I THINK: wayyyyy to much

CURRENTS..

Current Clothes: = white socks, jeans, black thin srapped shirt with small white polka dots and lace, and a black hoodie.
Current Mood: = bored
Current Music: = evanescence- good enough
Current Taste: = saliva
Current Hair: = curly hair in a hair clip
Current Annoyance: = guys
Current Smell: = my insence nag champa
Current thing I should be Doing: = dishes.. will do that after
Current Desktop Picture: = Le Petite Cossette... awesome anime movie
Current Favorite: = stickers
Current Book: = Moon... again :P
Current Movie In DVD: = White Oleander
Current Refreshment: = none
Current Worry: = life
Current Crush: = Rob Zombie <3

Oh and added bonus... MSN conversation with Dan


Enjoy The Silence says:
I have a secret.
Enjoy The Silence says:
I've been keeping this from you for a long time
Enjoy The Silence says:
Its time you now know
Black And White(Dan) says:
.....
Enjoy The Silence says:
I love Avril Lavigne
Enjoy The Silence says:
Yup
Enjoy The Silence says:
I said it
Black And White(Dan) says:
.................
Black And White(Dan) says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Black And White(Dan) says:
how could you like that smokin' peice of pale sexy meat?!
Black And White(Dan) says:
WHY!!
Enjoy The Silence says:
I'm weak I'm sorry
Black And White(Dan) says:
Its ok

<3



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